[M/V] BIGBANG - BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER [HD]

Still on the topic of Tabi, he looked so fine in the beautiful hangover mv.really love the mature and stylish of Big Bang.Though it wasn't Tabi with the girl in the vid, I'm still jealous with her cause she got my Jiyong for skinshipped!Arrgh..... but i believe they made it for the benefits of all VIPs o that they can fantasize it was them with Jiyong instead of the Eurasian model. DaeDae has kept his hair a bit long than usual yet somehow I find it still ok for him.As for SeungRi and Taeyang, they weren't bad as well.

Onew, Tabi, my sister and me

My precious Tabi

The apple of the eye of my sister- Onew

 Tall, sexy and handsome- my definition of Choi Seung Yeun aka TOP aka Tabi.among Big bang , he was the first one caught my attention during We Got Married episode for In Young and Crown J by being ....SILLY.Only later then, I saw the other 3 qualities in him which made me chose him as my fave BB.My baby sister and I always has this little thing on celeb to conquer(not in real of course)- more like limiting each other from drooling over the conquered celeb.As an easy example, Tabi is my 'conquered idol' so my baby sister can only compliment but is forbid from fantasizing about him  more than that.Same goes to me, I'm forbidden from drooling over any of her 'conquered celeb' such as Onew from Shinee.Yet if she wants to take any of mine and I also want to take any of hers, the both of us must have a mutual understanding for a batter system.
 These few days, both of us had a silly argument over Onew.It's all started with us doing an online quiz -Kwik quiz about the compatibality with the selected group or idol.It was totally for fun yet somehow my baby sister turned green after I kept on 'getting' Onew for a few series of quiz.Knowing Onew is one of her Achilles heel, i started to brag over it which successfully turned her ballistic.
 In order to encounter my 'brag', she keep on threatening me by taking away Tabi from me.I told her off and reminded her of her words about Tabi a while back- she wont fall for him as he has evil eyes.She just laughed and admitted only now she can see Tabi the way I saw Tabi. Yesterday she went ballistic again with Luna after seeing their(Onew and Luna) performance for Thanksgiving.I just laughed about it.

Honestly, both of us has no intention to exchange cause its too hard to do so unless she is willing to handover Onew to me like I did with Jaejoong for her.To my baby sister, TABI is MINE!.

p/s:to other fans out there, no need to get worry cause this little affairs only apply to our family.so you guys out there still can love and fantasize about them as much you want to.Peace!

it has been 12 years......

It has been 10 years since the last i saw 'him'- my sepet first love.I told myself long time ago to let go because that's the best for me because I trully want to see him happy.For me, as long as he lived a good life with a great woman who loves him more than I do, that would be enough.I promised myself not to enter his beautiful life though sometimes I long to be apart of it.
Since it has been 10 years, he might already erased me from from his life yet I cant do the same -something that I hate about myself. It still hurts my heart to see him even after 10years we walked the different path.I wished I didnt fall for him but he was my favourite mistake and will always be.He made me want to be someone better in the past and I can never stop thank Allah for sending him to me though it was for a very short while.He always popped in my mind whenever I hear this 2 songs from Winter Sonata OST.
So all I have now is Allah to help me continue this life........


English Translations only

FROM THE FIRST TO NOW

by Rye

You will never come back to me and you can't do it, 
please stop doing so, you comfort me like this.. 
If I can't see you again, I really wanna forget.. 
all about you that hold me 


Whenever I wanna laugh, you make me cry.. 
You keep me from doing even one thing as I want.. 
Whenever I miss you, I break down like this. 
Even though I try to forget, I cannot do it..
*If I can't see you again, I really wanna forget.. 
all about you that hold me


Whenever I wanna laugh, you make me cry.. 
You keep me from doing even one thing as I want.. 
Whenever I miss you, I break down like this. 
Even though I try to forget, I cannot do it.. 
I didn't realize loving one is so hard like this 
* Whenever I wanna laugh, you make me cry.. 
You keep me from doing even one thing as I want.. 
Whenever I miss you, I break down like this. 
Even though I try to forget, I cannot do it.. 

MY MEMORY

by Rye

I remember everything 

I can’t see even a little thing

 when I close my eyes. 

You're far away 

somewhere that I can’t reach 

I didn’t say I love you or 

I will wait for you 

I really didn't imagine meeting you again 

I still love you, 

I confess you now 

I wanna love forever if it is not late, 

forever with me 

Even though my heart lived without you for a long time, 

You were in my heart 

I really didn't imagine meeting you again. 

I still love you, 

I confess you now 

I wanna love forever if it is not late, 

forever with me

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